Wandered around yesterday afternoon on my own mum... hated it and I missed u like mad... not that I don't every day because I do but yesterday was difficult as it was the first time I'd been shopping out on my own since we lost u... can't say I'll be rushing to do that again in a hurry... it'll be 20 weeks tomorrow mum since we lost u and I'm feeling every one of them... time...?!?! Still not a healer for me, I miss u more every single day. Love u always xxx