Came to visit u today with Jade and put some flowers on ur grave... The sun was shining down on u today mum, u would have liked being out today... I said today to Jade driving over it felt almost strange, I'm on annual leave, jades in the car and we're on our way to crewkerne like so many times before, it's almost as if I can shut out the past few months and be once again on my way to pick u up for our day out... If only that were the case, reality soon hits and I'm on my way to the cemetery to put flowers on ur grave...I'm still waiting for time to heal mum, for it to become a fraction easier but it's not... In some ways it's getting harder because I miss u... I miss u every day and as each day goes by I miss u more...love u mum xxx