Saturday again mum and here I am yet again left wondering what to do without u...I miss u every single day but like I keep saying Saturday's seem even harder as that was 'our' day, we always spent them together unless u or I were on holiday or something else planned... Which wasn't very often to be fair. We didn't have to go very far either, just time spent together in each other's company was enough, u liked to just get out... We always has lots to talk about and to laugh about...I can't tell u how much I miss doing those little things with u... It'll be Tina's birthday on Monday and this year will be the first year she won't get a birthday card from u... That's going to feel strange for her too... Paul especially...he struggles mum, he loves u very much and finds it difficult to cope at times but at least now we're there for each other...love and miss u mum like I can't put into words xxx