Mum I'm finally going in for my op tomorrow at the Nuffield... they want to put me under a GA for it and just like u I'm not good with the recovery, the same as u my blood pressure drops through the floor but I've warned them so at least they're prepared... in recovery I'll probably end up on fluids yet again but I need to get it sorted... I know ull be with me, I love u mum with all my heart, nothing will fill this massive empty void within my heart xxx