Back at home now mum op done, as thought a few problems with blood pressure but not too bad, apparently complications with the surgery but they told me this in recovery so I don't know what, not the best place to be informing me, so I'll have to wait till I see him post op in a few weeks, that will explain why I was in theatre so long anyway. At least it's all done now and just to recover, they say I need to take 2 weeks off but I'm planning on going back next Thursday if I can, I can see u rolling ur eyes now but I've things to do, courses to be on... nothing strenuous so I'll do light duties/office work just to help my manager as she's so bogged down with it all... we have a fantastic relationship and I plan on going places... u know that though we've already discussed my options haven't we mum. I talk to u here as my way of keep in touch but I'm sure u already know what's happening and what I'm thinking anyway, but I still like to get it all down, it's kind of like a thought diary for me too... love u mum and that will always be and missing u will never go away xxx